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Country: United States
Metro: Ephrata
Birthday: 4/23/1984
Gender: Male
Interests: I enjoy watching movies, playing video games and working. When I can I love spending time at church not only to worship and praise my God. I also enjoy it because it is the only chance I get to spend time with the best and closest friend I have ever had.
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AIM:  gsdbsga
Member Since:
8/30/2005
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| hey yal i dont even know who still reads this anymore but i just wanted 2 let u know i will be on here alot just writing alot of junk aboutnothing | | |
| I think I've come to an end. The last year and a half I have learned what truly matters in this world. I have tried to fill my life with everything from drugs to people and nothing and I mean nothing has filled the empty space in my life. Last night I realized something very important, the things that I thought were so overwhelmingly important were not nearly as important as the things I already had. I thought I wanted everything but I only want one thing now, Peace. My own thoughts and desires have kept that peace from me for a long time. To have money, to me at least, was the key to having freedom but I was wrong. Freedom comes from friends and loved ones that really care and love you. This freedom includes something else, another relationship, I am learning that God's love is truly the freedom that we all seek and need. To all my Friends who read this and to anyone else thank you for loving me. I miss you all and I love you. | | |
| Just to let you all know that I don't know when I'll be around anymore I am running around alot tyring to find some work that I enjoy and the work I want may take up more of my time. So I have no idea when I'll be around. I lost my phone so no one can call me for awhile I am trying to replace it but I don't know when that will happen. I'll be see'n y'ah | | |
| Ok update I'm in a Holiday Inn Express just outside Columbus Ohio and I can't go through with this. The last 8 and half hours have given me a chance to think alot of things through. I have come to the conclusion that I am running from my problems. My problems aren't lack of a job, or being hurt by people, or even my contiuing questionable relationship with God. My Problems are me, myself, and I. I have been making the problems in my head. I have thrown away a friendship that needs to be healed not hurt more. You know who you are, I'm sorry. I have been a jerk. To every one else, I'm sorry for being such a jerk the last month. If any of you read this before tommorow night I hope to be at church. That is if I don't get snowed in here. | | |
| To all my friends here,
I really don't know what to say. I guess thanks for everything. I've decided to leave Lancaster County as of Tuesday morning I am gone. To my friends Em and Clay, thanks for being there for me this last year and a half. I dought I would have made it as far as I did without you. To the people who read this and Comment Thanks for helping me through a really hard time lately. To the people I know who read this and don't comment Goodbey. I'm leaving Lancaster not this world so some day I will look on here again but untill then you can leave your comments here anything you want and I promise someday to get back to you.
Always remember that I love all of you and I will return some day. I promise.
Grant Syder | | |
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